test for my legs today

Today I am testing out my leg endurance by riding my route twice in a row. Failure is not an option with this one today I may have to really push myself to finish it...ok, ok I will have to push myself to finish that much I already know but failure is still not an option. Today I have something to prove to myself that yes I can do it despite what others are telling me. Those people will remain nameless in as I would like to keep their identities private. Some people are even actually questioning my drive whether or I have enough drive to actually complete this trek which is making me actually question myself too. In my heart I know I can do it, that is not what is in question they are actually questioning my competitive drive. Anyone who knows me at all knows how much I hate to fail and well with this because it does hit as close to home as it does I refuse to fail.